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aw maaaaan, I was doing so well with not chewing on my nails and I just looked down and realized I tore my thumb the heck up while reading
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So apparently these new meds are working really well, because a: any number of people (from my mother and my esso to teachers and occasional classmates) have commented on how much better I seem and b: I actually feel like not just a human being but like me consistently for the first time in ages and I hadn’t even realized I hadn’t felt like that.
Like, I thought I had some high points on some of my old meds. Compared to now, they were just “less low” points.
Also wow hey did you know that when you are not wading your way through depression you can actually feel hungry instead of just intellectually knowing you should be hungry?
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Okay I did some preliminary math for this corset commission. That makes me feel productive. I’m going to go lay down and drown my feelings of inadequacy in a book, like my parents taught me.
yet another unrealistic expectation for women
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I wish I could see under your skin,” says Spike, still calm and almost expressionless. “I wish I could feel your heart beating red under my fingers.
I’m. Adora Belle. How. Adora Belle.
(very slightly paraphrased) from this fic right here
Romeo can’t really be blamed for Ophelia’s death.
Sometimes when I feel really shitty for no reason, I reassure myself with how most of the family (both sides) deals with this in some form or another.
This self-hatred has been passed down the Cosper family line for generations!!!
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real fucking tired of people i thought were on my side playing the “oh but now that this violence has occurred it is imperative we talk about treating mental illnesses”
i’m glad you think i only deserve help if you think i’m going to hurt someone
I might start cutting the backs out of all my shirts.
(This is not a finished recon, btw; here’s the intended idea:
only, y’know, fitting me better)
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It’s really uncomfortable sitting in this chair without pants or a shirt, because it’s vinyl and thus, sticky, but I’m really really lazy, and all my clothes are on the other side of the house. Hmm.
Marker drawings of my own characters as trolls? Why, yes. Yes this is.
I just…I love drawing homestuck style trolls and coloring them with markers.
this week, I let my inbox build up to MORE THAN 60 unread messages.
I hate having double-digits unread emails. Getting so much higher than my usual limit took forever to sort through.
Will Smith is completely wonderful.
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