haha wow medication
i still feel like shit but in an entirely different way
now I’m just exhausted and headachey and cried out, mostly.
Which I guess is an improvement over hysterical crying and feeling like there is something sharp in my abdomen trying to escape, but.
What’s really weird is that I can tell that I haven’t actually stopped feeling that way, I’ve just stopped…caring about it.
I strongly prefer the anti-depressants and occasional xanax to just the xanax.