January 2012
aww
tumblr really does care
i just got the passive aggressive pop-up about missing e
December 2011
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school is starting disbursement the 4th
classes start the 5th
…if i have one single teacher who thinks we should have the books for our first classes there is going to be an almighty row
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being a grown up is hard
and while i’ve just about got bill-paying down
i am not at all good at talking to other people when they place unreasonable demands on me (or…at any other time)
apparently i am especially bad at this when i am still recovering from/in the midst of a stress/anxiety/illness triple combo meltdown
yay i’m so glad i found that out
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but i'm using missing e
where’s my passive aggressive note
why don’t i get one
oh my god i thought i had bad cough medicine...
this is the most disgusting cough medicine i’ve ever had in my whole life
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normally in this situation i would take my laptop...
but the wireless is out of commission so i cannot
:/
did i go to bed when i said i would
no
instead i stayed up and read my email even though i knew it would give me anxiety
guess who now can’t sleep because of anxiety
GOSH I WONDER WHO IT COULD BE
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lostinlemonade:
Sometimes I wanna cry because I’ll never get the chance to be in Starfleet.
now if you'll excuse me
i need to go crash out even though i woke up at like 1 and it’s not even 10
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i am cold but also too hot and my face is leaking and i have been shivering compulsively even when under blankets
also i have to pee like every forty minutes but honestly, that’s a normal state of affairs for me
ugh i keep swinging wildly between being way too...
i mean, yes, this is probably better than two weeks of violent coughing, but
bah
I am sick again.
I spent literally about a week recovered from the coughing sickness from hell (which I had been suffering from since the last week of school). I spent most of this “not sick” time coping with anxiety problems.
And now I have another fucking cold.
I think I did something to piss off my immune system.
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I had to restore my iPod for the second time in...
Restoring and resyncing my iPod is a process which takes anywhere from an hour to two (assuming it all goes smoothly, which it actually didn’t last time, but I had been dealing with my malfunctioning iPod for two days and was done with it and I’m pretty sure my impatience last time led directly to the malfunction this time. WHOOPS).
This is kind of a stupid thing to have disrupt my...
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if you've ever lovingly wiped crud out of a small...
you are probably a pet owner
(and in my experience, the owner of CRANKY OLD PETS whose only joy in life is MAKING YOU SUFFER INDIGNITIES)
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you know what really stresses me out and makes me...
thinking about how anxious and stressed out i am and how bad that is for me
i do this literally every time i am stressed out or having anxiety about anything and it is not helpful
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i have all these karkat feels
i don’t know how to do anything anymore
Headache, you are not helping me feel better.
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stuff in the queue of the writing blog, been up...
must be bedtime
…at six
WHATEVER
made a separate blog to post writing on
because I’m tired of not posting stuff anywhere and feeling like i’m not doing anything productive
it’s probably going to be self indulgent as hell! but if the self-indulgent stuff i write interests you for whatever reason: qzwrites.tumblr.com
it will probably also get reblogged drawings and songs and…whatever else I feel relates to stuff I write.
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I also spent most of Christmas Eve flashing...
whatever okay i needed to show off this bra to those of my family who have trouble finding sports bras IT’S IMPORTANT
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Do I have this on repeat? MAYBE WHAT’S IT...
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okay no seriously though
now that i’m done posting pictures of me reading fic
do I read the books I got for Christmas, keep reading Phantom of the Opera, or go back to playing the sims
DECISIONS, DECISIONS
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